Disdain

The sun grow cold in the western sky

And earlier and earlier

The sun submits to the moons rise

And after a summer of sorrow

I now embrace myself for a winter of despair

Every day deaths hand grips me so much tighter

And my mistakes are frozen in my mind

Even though Ive often questioned why he has placed me here

I never had the motivation to challenge him

I once had a name but you have forgotten me

I still have a face one you could never forget

Pale white

And cold with sedation in my eyes

Where there was once life

I seem to be more machine than man

Now a shadow of what I used to be

With murder in my eyes and malice in my heart

I drop the final curtain on the bloodiest of tragedies

I quiver and shake with my remorse

As I head back into the storm from which I was born.

Now I know what it means to be alone

Oh, what it means to be so cold

A lonely assassin

With no place to go

A lonely assassin

With no place to call home

A lonely assassin

With no place to call his own.