Catch Myself Catching Myself

This time I am falling further away
Nothing has changed
Nothing has changed
Like I said it wouldFaster towards the ground
That's where they wait
Where they wait for me
And enter my veinsFeel them crawling through my skin
Collecting my nerves
That they feed to their children
I swear it has to stop
'Cause there is nothing left to give
Nothing left to giveI'll be the victor
I will destroy them
I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe againInhale 'cause after tonight
I won't be the same
Exhale, exhale and find
My feet on the groundI'm not the same anymore
I'm not the same anymoreAs I sink down into the floor
And the walls are caving in
And I don't believe in them anymoreNow I try to balance my walk
I am coming down alone
And I have to get them out of my headI wanna watch them burn in sin
So I can breathe again
I wanna watch them burn in sin
So I can breathe againOne breath at a time, I'll be just fine
'Cause I'll be right on the inside
I steady my hands inside of my shell
And wait till their backs are turnedOh, inside of my head
Where they thought they would win
But I got them right where I want themPushed to either side
I'm burning them alive
I hear them begging and pleading