The Lifeless Silhouette

I just want to close my eyes
So I can forget about today
Forget about what lies tomorrow
And only take place in the realm of paradise
To be beaten each day
And lower my head
As if its my own fault
Forgotten about as night fallsRestless nights that are filled with guilt
And invite me into their empty embrace
I never saw this coming
And I now know that i'm not alone
I can only wish that i'm the last
And no one will suffer my fate
It would take an eternity in hell
For my heart to rest in peace.To strike down this hate filled soul
And give back the pain you've caused
Would only satisfy
My craving for blood.I will see you in the end
And I will laugh at your pain