The Empty Stare

My mind wandered off in the distance, 
Where I am far from all that cages me 
All I could think of was death 
Her name disguised in silence; 
Angelwings and ravenclaws... 

The shredding of my soul, 
Steeped in a lavender smile 

In thy eyes; 
The womb of thy despair 
Embrace my life 
Within thy empty stare 

The overcast sky consoling me, 
The fortitude within my grasp 
I think to myself I'm the sad clown; 
Smiling reluctantly, but crying behind the iron curtain 

These tears don't fall so easily 

In thy eyes; 
The womb of thy despair 
Embrace my life 
Within thy empty stare 

Damn the illusion which fell upon me! 
The bitter wine of reality poured all over my face... 
And I despise what I've become; 
Just a terrified man, secluded and trapped in time 

In thy eyes; 
The womb of thy despair 
Embrace my life 
Within thy empty stare 
Together let us roam 
Through endless dreams of night 
The moon as our limit 
And our souls as guiding light 

But how can I refuse my empathy to be resolute? 
'Cause it feels like... I'm dying 
I have nothing to gain where there is nothing to lose