Suicide Girl

I don't know what she's doing now
Last I heard from her she said
She felt as if she should be dead
I guess in fact she usually does
(Repeat)I never could understand
The fact she ain't return my calls
I was the only one that told her
I loved her through all the flaws
I would always be the one
To show her light in the tunnel
I swear to god I need her back
I know she lost in the jungle
Know she need me cant believe me
Grew apart so quick
She loves trees like me
The way the new eras fit
She love Tommy Hilfiger
Rug dees and Adidas
A match made before heaven
Why the feelings have to leave us
But they didn't leave my heart so fast
I still I wish I had her near
And had a beer for her glass
Even though I know
That's her downfall from the past
Still won the shot for old times sake
If she asks little shot of crown royal
Maybe one fifty one so if you see her
Let her know the planet having some fun
Well guess what today front page
Of the daily news my queen
Better then being dead
Writing what I choose?
Well fuck itI don't know what she's doing now
Last I heard from her she said
She felt as if she should be dead
I guess in fact she usually doesHave her seeing jon
So confused an assed out
She'll suck any dude off
Chasing the cash route
She went from pom poms
To conbuds I watched
Her innocence transform
Obsession to buy drugs
Little tootie was a cutie
I swear god caramel complexion
Good great with a hair bob
Ten years later now she bobbin to head jobs
In and out of strip clubs like a career job
And she cant see that she killing herself
Cause a couple dollars got this joint
Feeling her self its ill
How this little girl could be ruthless
She can make a nigga with 3 degrees look stupid
She even try to trick a couple dollars from cupid
Emotionally drain ya ass out till ya useless
The price is high when you wanna ride
With a jon that's suicide she's a suicideI don't know what she's doing now
Last I heard from her she said
She felt as if she should be dead
I guess in fact she usually doesShe said I must confess
It turns me on when I cut my flesh
There's nothing left I'm hollow
I follow death if it's a change
From the mundane Mondays you know my pain
I'm empty inside my veins pump Novocain
Sometimes i feel like life isn't real
And my brain is too busy
And my mind will never heal
I can never shut it off
So I rather shut it down
Do it right the first time
I ain't tryna fuck around
And she smiles for her friends
But the smile is a mask
Any memories of happiness
Are filed in the past
I could sit in my garage
Foot revvin on the gas
A slash an the gasp
Or a violent blast
I don't believe in hell
Unless it's what I'm in
I wanna free my soul
Straight jump outta my skin
She exhaled and sighed
Eyes open wide
Suicide it's just suicide well bye byeI don't know what she's doing now
Last I heard from her she said
She felt as if she should be dead
I guess in fact she usually does
So I wanted to explain
I guess she has this strange approach
That makes her seem beyond reproach
Till you find out what she is