Hope in despair

Again the sky has fallen down on me
Once more a world has crumbled down and over meAnd yet in some twisted way
I enjoy my misery
And in some strange way
I have grown together with my agonyI feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
and I feel home anywhere human lives are going down the drainFor as long as I remember life has been hard
I guess they have "misery" written somewhere in my starsFor I have mourned for so damn long
that I've forgotten what it was for
Everything has gone so wrong
that I really couldn't think of anything moreI feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
and I feel home anywhere human lives are flowing down the drainI feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
and I feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rainYet I know the worst is still to come